Almost 3 years ago I was picked up by DEA for diverting from work. I faced charges, was fired and physically and emotionally a mess. I put my family through hell. I was blessed. The DA did not choose to prosecute, but I literally went to a psychiatric facility to detox in handcuffs. I wrote to the board of nursing begging for tpapn. Again I was blessed. They gave me another chance. I worked retail while they completed their investigation. I cried nearly everyday at the thought of possibly losing my license. Today I am so greatful for second chances. My prayers go out to each of you that are struggling. I just want you to know that there is hope and recovery. That these things are possible. That you are worth it.