yes..thank you for that opinion. Quebec was just one of my options and I'm eliminating it now. You were right about the lack of determination and desire. I never studied the french language and based on my researches, it was really difficult to learn. I think i just have to stick and focus on my first choice and give by best. Anyways, if plan A didn't work, i got 25 letters more. I just have to work hard and wait for His perfect plans. Thank you :)