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How does this work? There are a lot of agencies in the Philippines offering this program. I don't want to go through an agent because they cost around $1000 for consultation alone. I hope somebody could help me how to do this alone without an agent. I know that Canada requires a bridging program for nurses who graduated from the Philippines. So I would like to know from scratch, how do I start? I have already finished my nursing school and have 2 years of hospital experience in a JCI accredited hospital. Thank you.

Hi! I'm a novice. I just got my license this year and luckily, my first job too at a prestigious hospital. I've been two weeks probationary and I've had 3-4 mistakes in just two weeks. I don't want to go into much detail about my mistakes but the main ideas are, first, intravenous bottle confusion, second, cord clamp removal, third, difficult patient complaints all fell to me, fourth, while being complained at another doctor wanted my assistance and due to my nervousness from the complaint, I was not able to assess the patient well but it was very nice of the doctor to comfort me but still, the manager saw it thus.. Another mistake... These things happened like first was my first day, second was after my first week, third, and fourth was on the same day... each day there was something happening... I want to have an error free duty everyday but it seems like I'm always missing out on some points.. I know they're quite a lot... I don't want to repeat or make another mistake again thus, making me so anxious before going and ending a shift at work. I'm very scared of doing something wrong again or leaving something wrong again at work. I'm really scared and I want to keep my job. I also want to know is this the normal path of a newbie nurse like me? Am I going on a phase or some sort of adjustment period? My manager has already spoken to me and I'm being heavily evaluated like my manager kept on checking up on me for complaints, she was there during my endorsements, whenever she double checked everything that was going on with my patients because they said they don't trust me anymore of not committing mistakes again so they don't know any more if I will be able to pass my upcoming evaluation.. I know I've disappointed them and I'm really sorry for it... I know they're doing this for not only for me but for the welfare of all the patient's in our area. Any advice on how to become a better nurse? I'm really scared. This is the real world now and I have to face it. In my embarrassment for all the things that I've done, I've wanted to quit and runaway so bad but my parents said that this is how it really is for me to learn. I just want to know from the expert/experience nurses of what you think... I feel so down and so incompetent after the third and fourth mistake which the physician shouted at me... I feel so traumatized... Also, when I got back to work after the incident, the nursing aides and clerks were talking about me... they didn't know I was in the other room hearing their conversations... I feel so sad like the happiness of going to work was all gone, now, it's just full of fear...