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Hello everyone my name is Anthony I am currently 24 years old I have been out of school for 7 years and would really love to be a nurse. I love helping people I am the type of person that will pullover and help someone that needs help or stop and buy a homeless person a meal. I am so passionate about helping people and making people happy before my own happiness. Here is my problem I READ too much junk on the internet and that stops me from going after my dreams. I am afraid that I will spend the next 5-6 years at my school going through nursing and I will never get a job because I hear it is very hard to get a first job as a nurse. I have never posted anything on the internet but I am just so stuck in life and have no direction and am letting all my fears get to me as a child I was diagnosed with ocd so yes I obsess over things and I irrationalize things. I am sorry for the long question but basically this is all very scary to me even being a man at the age of 24 I live with my parents and have a job that is part time and they are very great people and just want me to be successful. I don't want to let down the the people in my life anymore. Can anyone give me any advice that would help me to go after nursing I don't care how long it takes to get a job I am just a worry wart and I am thinking I will get a degree and will never find a job EVER. I have great customer service skills and communication skills and people skills also have a very caring personality if that helps any lol..................Please help me.