I don't normally post but have enjoyed reading this forum for several years. I have come to a point in my career that I'm at a crossroads and would like to ask for opinions on my situation. I have been an RN working in mother baby for five years. I started working my current job four years ago. Initially everything was great. We had great staffing, good leadership and I loved my job. Over the last year though, things have taken a turn for the worst. We are pretty busy, delivering about 250 babies per month. We take care of high risk antepartum and postpartum on our floor. When I first started, the nurse/patient ratio was about 1:6 which was very doable. We do total care on our floor, no techs or CNA's, no secretary past 3pm. Everything falls on the nurse to do. Assessments, vitals, blood draws, PKU's, serum bilis on all babies, hearing screens, heart defects screening on all babies, nutrition care (making sure patients ordered their meals, passing out/picking up trays), security for the floor, cleaning, setting up rooms, in addition to all the teaching that comes with working this specialty. If we are working with an LPN, the RN must still chart all assessments (our facility does not allow LPNs to chart a full assessment), but the duties can be split which makes things much easier. The thing I'm most concerned about is that we have become severely understaffed with no plans to hire new nurses in the near future. I have started to feel that my license is in jeopardy nearly every day I work. Most days we start with 7-8 patients. I have had as many as 9 at one time by myself. We rotate charge nurse duties so I take charge at least once a week, sometimes twice. Charge is expected to take a full patient load (up to 8 patients) in addition to the extra charge duties. We have the chores that don't take too much time like stocking supplies and checking the crash cart. But it takes up time to coordinate admissions with L&D, work on staffing for next shift, make all baby appts before they can be discharged, and be a resource person for other staff. There are days when I am charge with eight patients, discharge a couple, have several admissions, and have had a new grad preceptee to train. And no it's not just me, all of my coworkers feel like this is dangerous and that something bad is bound to happen. Everyone with experience is leaving to find other jobs. At times I go to work and I will be the most senior nurse on the floor working with four other nurses that all have less than a year experience. Does that sound unsafe to anyone else? I guess I want to ask if you all have similar work environments? I don't want to leave here to find that it's the same everywhere. Maybe I'm just being a baby and need to suck it up. But I just feel so stressed and unhappy every day. I want to at least like my job most days. Any insight would be helpful. Thanks.