So I am a new nurse who started in the field 4 months ago, and I feel that I am horrible at it. There are a lot of things that I did not learn at school that I encounter during my shifts. Since I didn't learn how to do them, I had to ask the other nurses and I feel that they think I am incompetent and a hopeless nurse. I also made a big mistake. I had to administer immunoglobulin to a patient and there were 3 bottles to give. So I did the double verification with the nurse in charge for the 1st bottle and since it was the first time I was doing it she showed me the 2 other bottles. However, I administered the 2 other bottles without doing the double verification as the protocole. When I realized it, I wanted to burst into tears. The nurse in charge told me it was not a big of deal and just fill an incident report. I am sure that it is a significant mistake, and I am thinking if I made the right choice by entering the nursing field. (sorry for the english mistakes, I'm french)