Graduated May 2011. I took NCLEX the first time in July 2011 and failed terribly with 265 questions. I was so devastated. Aug 2011 I lost my husband and needless to say I wasn't focused on NCLEX. I took it again in Jan. 2011 which was a waste of time because I wasn't ready. I fell into depression losing all I felt I had to live for. Eventually with God's help I landed back on feet even working in the nursing field. I just took it today and got home only to get thru the "pearson vue trick". I have used Kaplan, Hurst, NCSBN 3 week, Prioritization, Delegation, & Assessment, and Saunders. I studied 3 hours daily for 5 days a week, for 2 months this time due to full time work. I honestly have NO CLUE what to do next!!!! Help Me. Truly starting to feel that RN isn't in my future.