dlop

Im trying to hang in there but I have never been so down in my life I am not the same person I was before. And to top it off everytime I go to clinicals I just want to run out of there. Pt are so rude and the fact that they try to sue you over any little thing makes you just feel threatened the whole time. I only have three more months left but am taking leave for a while due to my colitis. Thanks for the advice though !!!!!! yeah and keep me in your prayers please!

Setteled for LPN school sorry

Okay so i began nursing school last year. I had done all my pre reqs for RN but due to my moving around from being a military wife i surrendered to filling out apps and being put on waitlist and ended up setteling for nursing school. So I have always gotten good grades even in nursing school and was always seen as "one of the smarter ones" I guess you can say. However by the third month of nursing school I noticed that I began to get anxiety. I ignored it but I got my first panic attack that drove me to the ER. Later that week my doc diagnosed me with anxiety and i was put on antianxiety med. I continued with my anxiety issues and my blood pressure was from the 120/80s to 143/96 which was not normal for me. I have been switched to many meds until they finally but me on zoloft. Not to mention I feel that I have stressed so so so much that now I found out I have colitis and have to get further eval. on what exactly is going on with me. I havent gone to school for like a week and feel horrible cant stop going to the bathroom and throwing up. The zoloft is making me nauseaus and with all the stress from school I am damaging my colon. The truth is I hate nursing school with a passion but I still owe my school all that money from the loans. Is it really worth sacrificing my health? I dont want to dissapoint my family or husband who has been working his butt off so I wont have to work and get through school. Somebody anybody help!!! sorry about the typos not feeling well....