Hi Monique, I feel your pain. My name is Doris A and I am the program Director for Blossom Nursing Assistant Training School in Kent WA. Do not let the attitude of your preceptor discourage you from achieving your goals of becoming whatever you want to be in life. My students feel the same way you are feeling right now on their first day of clinical even though they had some receptive preceptors that they are shadowing. The best part of this is that they get the hang of everything they need to know about caring for people by the end of their clinical orientation at the Nursing home which is usually the fifth day. Keep going on and focus on your learning. I started from being a CNA to RN BSN. Your goal is achievable!