I completely understand ur problem.... it doesnt matter if You are comfortable with wearing, pink purple, turquise, white, whatever... you can be secure but its the constant remarks of people asking that question of ur sexual orientation... like being a nurse you have to be gay, then throw u in "lavender" , which isnt a real color, come on! and whoever says your appearance doesnt change your care or the way your pt's view u... is completely wrong, sorry but its tough to be a masculine man and be professional in lavender, lol, no matter how comfortable you are!