HammeRN

Entering my IPN facilitated detox program in the morning... WISH ME LUCK! I need all the help I can get!

Thank you Michelle! I need all the prayers I can get!

Thank you everyone so much for your support! I had my IPN evaluation today, and it was a LONG day to say the least! Had to say my problems out loud today to another medical professional, and it's scary cause your worried it might bite you in the ass later, if you're truly honest. Thankfully, my MD was very supportive, professional, and non-judgemental, as she is a recovering alcoholic as well. This confirms to me that I can beat this! She did, so why can't I? She said that the bad news was... I'm an alcoholic. The good news is... it is truly a treatable disease if I put in the work. And I intend to, 1 day at a time. It was wierd being the pt today. I had to get poked 3 times for them to get blood. As a nurse, I realized the poking doesn't hurt me a bit... It was a change being the one giving blood... Having someone watch me as I gave them a urine sample. My how the tables have turned... Wierd being a pt! She also told me that it is unsafe for me to try to stop drinking until I make it to a detox facility. She was very supportive and was actually calling IPN to try get my detox expedited before I even left the office. I just hope IPN can facilitate me getting the ball rolling sooner than later. Still not sure what my insurance is going to cover, and my bank account is a LOT lighter than I'd like it to be right now. The most important issue for me is to get sober and learn how to live my life without alcohol. Gonna be a LONG road. Any way, I really appreciate everyone's comments, and I'll keep you posted as I learn more about me treatent plan. THANK YOU ALL, from one struggling RN to another.

Thank you for your reply Lisa! I will definitely keep in mind that the closest evaluator may not be the best choice, nor will the cheapest. I'll have to look at the evaluators specialtys to see who will be the smartest choice for my situation. I'm thankful that I did not have the problem of diversion at work and I hope that will work in my favor. I've actually already gone on the IPN website and completed the orientation course as a guest to help keep my mind focused during this waiting game. I appreciate everyone's words of support and kindness in these TOUGH times. I'll keep you all posted on my progress. Thank you for any and all support! It is much needed!

Hello Anne, I was so happy to get a reply on here! My initial paperwork is scheduled to be received today, and once it's received IPN has up to 4 days to contact me to set up my evaluation. This is definitely scary and uncharted territory for me! Glad I have somewhere I can go in the meantime to talk, helps to remind me I'm not alone! I'll keep you posted on my progress over the next 4 days... Thanks for listening! Hope you have a blessed day! Amanda

Hello everyone, my name is Amanda and I'm a RN who recently self reported to IPN for ETOH addiction. I've never had any action taken on my license, and thankfully I self reported in hopes of preventing any outside referrals to make this a mandatory decision to keep my license before any outside action was taken. I have HIGH hopes on beating this addiction, and want nothing more than to afford myself the opportunity to get myself better in order to give my pts 100% of me in regards to giving them the care they expect and deserve. I'm taking in a LOT all at once, and it's tough to accept what my self reporting has now made a mandatory responsibilty to accept if I hope to keep my RN license. There's no going back now, I just have to accept the consequences of my actions and do EVERY single thing I can do to comply with the program and take this 1 day at a time. I urge any people going through the IPN program to give me as much feedback as possible on how to be successful. My initial paperwork should arrive at IPN by tommorow at noon, and from there I'll set up my evaluation. My biggest step was saying I have a problem out loud, and then asking for help. I've also had to report to my work so I'm on FMLA as of 4 days ago, which i'm sure ruined a bunch of my colleagues vacation requests which also makes me feel guilty. All I can say is I've taken the 1st step and I'll be dealing with this everyday for the rest of my life. Any support is appreciated. I'll keep you all posted on my progress. Thank you for listening to a RN in need of friends in this VERY difficut time.