CaligirlRN75

First of all, I apologize if I put this in the wrong thread, I'm not familiar with the site just yet. Second, HELLO guys! So I'm in my new job and 3rd day of being solo, I committed a mistake. So I work in an adolescent unit and one of the patients had a really bad EPS as in her neck was stiffening and she cannot move her tongue. I called the doctor (since the Nurse who was responsible for the pt was super busy) and he told me to GIVE BENADRYL IM 5O MG Now and "make it BID." So I repeated everything he said. I gave the "now" shot and put in an order for Benadryl 50 mg IM BID. Long story short, my charge nurse confirmed the order and it was wrong. The doctor insisted it should be Benadryl 50 mg BID PO! Nothing was given and everything was fixed but I felt really bad. I felt my knees weaken and my whole body just cannot process. I called the Dr. and apologized and ask for a feedback so I won't do thesame mistake again. He was really cool about it and so was my charge nurse. But I feel like crap. I feel miserable. I can't sleep, can't eat. Can u imagine if I gave the order BID IM and it was PO??!!!!!! OMG. i wanna die.