Hello, I just recently read your thread on allnurses. Wow, you had alot on your plate! Are things better for you now? There is nothing worse that a million bad things happening all at once. Eventhough you are suffering depression, you sound so strong! You have made it this far; dont loose hope! Continue your career if that is what you feel you need to do. Forgive me if I offend you with this quote- " I can do ALL things through Christ Jesus who strengthens me."