Aronia

Thank you for your comment. you will not believe maybe : I am there. I did not leave .The truth; after 2 months I was very anxious and depressed things got better. I feel free there; love the patients; although I am not making deep connections with them. the girls I work with them know me better now and we got vey good relationships. Thanks god. today ; I can say; I feel that the man who wrote this post up there was not me. I noticed the problem was mainly with me ; vast part of it; and I started work on it.On myself; and less trying change the others. I didn't run away and was patient with me and the staff. Also; I was and I am now trying to be polite; kind ; and pleasant to my staff here and I think ; I am almost sure they love me. They say this to me .All I got to do be patient; and get close to people. As much as I can. You cant be the part of civilization If you don't try to socialize with ppl . I am spiritual man So I can say god helped me and gave me the power to handle with these things. Thank you

Hi; I wanted ask a question please. I started to work in dialysis unit in my country.I thought it will be interesting and I was very excited with new work .I am a male R.N with dialysis course. I warked 11 years in trauma unit. I left there; the staff there loved me very much; most of them cried and we had a great connection. and it was very hard to me to leave. And this week I started a new work. I can say I am suffering !! not less than that. I am waiting whole shift when it will be over. first of all I am a lone male RN there;and I noticed it bothers me. The other nurses in this unit check me as I am the new one and I can understand that.But they are not interested with the new guy; not so kind to me and I feel very strange there. as I am not belongin to there.(which is partially truth :) I am nice person ( as others say); but a little bit a complicated one. I have issues with getting use to new places and acceptance; if the staff not accept me I blame myself ; feel rejected anf all I want is flee from there. my good traits are not expressed and people think maybe I am arrogant or just not fit in. I am very depressed as I left my workplace and I moved to dialysis unit. also don't like the thing that I am always around the staff; no privacy at all ( there I had my recharging time); and don't have free space for working and etc; always around staff and people ;it is draining me emotionally and I am tired although I did not work hard there.These things were available to me in my ex unit .I am defintely introverted person. horrible feeling. can somene advice me what to do? I am ashamed to fly from there there now; afraid what the administration will think about a worker who can't even one week struggle and stay in his work place; otherwise I am ready to go away from there in this moment !! thank you; my dear dialysis friends;I love very much this field; very interesting and beautifull speciality;but I don't know if I can work there. sorry for the language mistakes .its not my native language.

Thanks! I feel too I am stuck my workplace. don't hate going to workplace but not excited too. Emotional emptiness. Orthopedic Department. 11 years there. same department. same position. the problem is I have a lot of opportunities; but in a boring place I am get bored very fast ;Besides; In a boring place people get into personal life of each another; and I hate that. in intensive units I am very stressed and its hard for me to function properly. Need something between.

hello My name is aronia.I live in Israel. I am a nurse .I work in Orthopedic department for 6 years. well I am fine there as long as patients are ok. i mean i can handle with surgeries; dressings ;ADL ; I work night shifts and everything. My mean problem is in a stressor situations like CPR. yesterday in my shift the patient was difficulty in breathing her BP was 45/22 no pulse. My doctor started CPR.I was supposed to help him. than my problems are serious. I can't handle there with situation I freeze in the place where I must act quickly.I lose my mind and there is blackout and I can't do even simple things like open ampules. I am with enormous stress in these situations and I can't act.I can't find nothing everything falls from my hands and I am useless. it is very dissapointing me. what can do to get over with this problem?? please help me.I am hopless with this sitation and it is affecting on all my work. sorry about my english. when I thought with myself why I am like that I think that it happens to me because I am very sensitive to how others see me in these situations.I think maby I am not doing things right? what others will think about me? I am very afraaid that I will be humiliated. please give me advice what to do.I am afraid the next time it will happen and same thing will occur again. thank you!!