Hello there I am a novice np as well and I work in a variety of settings including LTAC, nursing home, clinic, and will soon be doing inpatient rounding and rehab. Let me tell you it is perfectly normal to feel this way and it is as they say, it will take a good year or two for you to become comfortable in your new role. Always remember, the boards we take only verify that we are safe to practice at a novice level, our learning curve is constantly changing and adapting to the Benner stages of novice to expert. Hang in there you will do great.