I now the program that he is talking about. people in the program will recognise me my my user name. But let me just say that some of the people were a little to harsh on the original poster. This program was tough and a lot tougher than anyone ever imagined. CRNA school is tough and not everyone makes it. I think he understands that. Lets be a little more compasionate for our fellow nurses... This dog eat dog and nurse stabe nurse in the back has to stop. We have to encourage and support one another. Being a CRNA and belonging to the AANA is a wonderfull oppurtunity to show how we are different that other RN's in our profesion. best of luck to the original poster and he is not posting b/c he didnt have what it takes or b/c he was dumb. He posting b/c this was probally one of the most traumatic expieriences he has ever been through.