i too have just started training to circulate. i am on my 4th week and the situation is the same (bouncing around with different nurses every day. i feel the same which way is up? ? today my board runner ask me if i feel that i can run a small room tomorrow! i answered no! every nurse has trained me differently... i think i need more time. and yes the hardest part for me is the sterile field. i am just learning how to pass off things and yes my hand shakes like crazy. pre-op scrubbing is something else i have a hard time with. one sponge here now don't go back over the same spot, now don't let your arm touch that. i am a nervous wreck. the last two days i have been with a nurse i will refer to as sarge. she just barks .. don't waist time, keep moving , what you staring at , do something etc... each doctor wants different things. i have no idea what sutures are what, etc. hang in there and just know you are not alone! i have found that every time i pull one of those cards off a gown i keep it and now i have around 15 or 20 that i tied together. they are my brain - i list anes. names, rn names, doctor likes dislikes, important numbers to pacu or recovery or blod bank etc., this has helped keep it all together. mind you i keep revising it every weekend when i get time. and it fits in my back pocket!! i will just keep truckin along cause that is all we can do. good luck!!!