I am closer to the age of thirty, a former bartender, a new wife and mother to an 18 month old who is me; I have become accustomed to 4am study nights because that is the only time I can study. Working full time as a CNA at the hospital and being a mother doesn't leave much daylight. I started reading my Pharmacology book and on page 7 and I began to cry realizing that I didn't know anything, AP I and II and micro did nothing to prepaid me. Any advice anyone can give would be helpful, not to mention some encouraging words will be greatly appreciated.