julieannp

I am too a recent lpn student.. I feel so lost right now in my 3rd day of clinicals, there is always those girls that ask questions all alllllll day looong. im not that way i try to figure it out my oen if i cant i make sure its a relevant question im asking the instructor at clinicals.. so for the most part i dont join the drama team and im fairly quiet but get my work done . I cant help but feel i get ignored by my instructor ..by she never check son me at all and when i do ask a question she kinda just answers briefly and blows me off where if someone else asks a question she will talk with them for a good amount of time..and i just cant grasp why?..is she wanting me to fail..or is she spending all of her time with students she feel arnt competent..im starting to doubt myself and i dont wanna feel that way at all..like i feel like im doing something wrong or maybe she just dont like me..why that would be i dont know... iv never done anything to her or anyone nor have i ever been out of line ..i guess i just feel ignored like i dont exist and kinda scared at grading cz really how can she grade me when she is never there to evaluate my work. iv worked so hard to get to where im at and i fell like if i dont act like im 2 and a drama queen and constantly ask annoying questions every 5 minutes like the other girls they think im not competent. im always getiing assigned to simple patients while the loud mouths are with more complex ones and i just dont get it..she spends her whole day with them and im just kinda left out to fend for myself. i just feel invincible i guess and kinda not wanted

Just kinda looking for advise/direction. Im currently in my 3rd day of clinicals..I feel out of place compaired to other girls ..not that i dont know my stuff from classes but just like i feel like im not getting alot of opportunities with procedures like some are.. i feel the instructor keeps putting me with simple patients weather she feels i cant go beyond that or what but it really bothers me. I know i can perform way beyond what iv been giving but i cant say anything because if you compllain your just told "thats how it goes in clinicals". i hear alot of girls ask alot of questions all day long and pretty much after awhile i begin to wonder based on questions they ask cz some are just plain common sense if they are doing it to make our instructor think they are smart or the best because they are starting to look ridiculous with the questions they ask.. these of course are them students that like to throw fellow student under the bus any chance they get or like to try and tell the instructor who they think should be paird with or who they think isnt competent..ya know the know it all's..and then there is me who never really ask anything unless its relevant or pertanent to a now situation that i question.. it also seems the instructor is always with those few student and never really seems to remember im there..im usually left alone and not checked on at all during the day..i just really dont know what to make of this, is she confident in me or is she wanting me to fail and i dont like to think that way but how can i not from her actions..I just dont know how to take all this. am i reading into it too much? is it a good thing she isnt checking on me? or is it poor teaching? help

I'm stressing over my endocrine exam coming up. So confused don't know if I'm studyn the right stuff. Does anyone have any advise on what to focus more on or what to expect?