Thanks for you're reply. I do love what I do, I guess I just want a life outside of work and being the kind of person I am, it's easy for me to start looking at my job as my life. That gets tiresome. I need to stop defining myself by my work. I think as an RN I did less of that, maybe because there wasn't the same "professional" status with all the politics to boot as an RN (not that it's not a profession, just I was not nearly as aware/involved in the political side of it). My spouse and I talked, and the change in income we can handle, so luckily that is not a critical factor for us. I do like the sound of part time + hobby :)! Guess that's something I should start looking at. Thanks again for repling. Nice to know I'm not the only who --while loving anesthesia-- also wants more out of life!