chessvixon

I have just graduated and await to finish the paperwork to become an RPN. I am having trouble deciding where I should apply for work, so any advice is appreciated. Here's the dilemma... It comes down between hospital or home care. I would really like to work on a maternity floor, so working in a hospital will get me there. I am concerned about the 12 hour shifts. In home care, I can basically create my own schedule, but it doesn't get me on the path to maternity. I have a husband on disability and a toddler at home. I love being a scout leader, playing in a big band, and teaching piano 1 day a week. People from each of these areas are getting anxious and asking if I'll be able to continue once I start working. Each of these are major parts of my life and bring me a lot of joy. How do I choose??? Friends have said "do what you love", "12-hour shifts suck", "you'll get paid more in a hospital"... I am also nervous about the fast pace of the hospital. Ah!!! I just keep going back and forth. Do I go for the money, access to internal hospital jobs and pursuing the specialty I've most enjoyed? Do I go for an easier pace, a more flexible schedule, the ability to continue hobbies and volunteering and family activities? Please help!