I posted a couple weeks ago about how hard it has been to find a job as a new LVN grad in the SF Bay Area. I'm still searching, still applying, still hoping someone will give me a chance to work as an LVN. Crazy thing is, I have had employers offer me Medical Assistant positions. I was an MA while in nursing school, so I guess this is what is drawing the MA jobs in. At first I was turning the MA jobs down, but now that a few months have passed since grad and my school loans are kicking in, I'm really starting to panic. I NEED to work now. So the most recent position offered to me is an MA (temp to perm) job in an acute care facility -- one of the largest and most recognized teaching hospitals in my area. Honestly, it is my ultimate dream to work for this hospital. It is really difficult to get a position (any position) at this place, and given the fact that I really need the money, I said yes to the MA job, but I'm doing it halfheartedly because I know I don't really want to be an MA again. I keep telling myself that it's only temp for now, and I guess I have nothing to lose. And if it works out and I do great, hopefully I will be able to transition to an LVN role at the same hospital at some point if the opportunity ever presents itself. Sounds reasonable, I guess. But why am I feeling so defeated? Two things really triggered these feelings: 1. When I ordered my uniform, I found out that MAs, some clerical staff, and CNAs - we all wear the same color scrubs. I know it sounds so petty and immature - it's just scrubs, right? But for some reason I can't help but feel bad about it! Don't get me wrong, I respect CNAs, MAs, all staff 100% and would NEVER ever look down on anyone. I guess at this point I feel like all the hard work, tuition, weekend clinicals, countless NCLEX study sessions are almost a waste since I'm right back where I started, especially when I saw that LVNs have their own color scrubs. Silly? IDK. I asked a few nursing buddies and they said they would've felt the same as me. I really can't explain why I feel this way. I just know that I should be wearing those LVN scrubs. 2. The longer I work as anything other than an LVN, I feel like the less credibility I will have (other than my nursing license) because I am not really working in the job that I worked so hard to do. I kind of feel like employers may not take me seriously once I apply for an LVN job if they see that all I could get after graduation is another MA job. I know we all have to start somewhere, but I would rather do all the grunt work that comes with being the LVN noob. So I guess my question is this: would any of you take this MA job if it were you? Am I selling myself short out of desperation (to pay my school loans!) by taking on another MA role? I am so confused.