I understand what you are going through. I am currently looking for an LVN job and just terrified of starting as a new grad. I get scared that I will not be as efficient as some LVN's I have seen on the floor. I think time management is what is the most important, the rest you learn as you go. I remember my instructor telling me she did not get any sleep the first year and had dreams about her work! I hope you get through it, if thier is anyone out there that can share thier story of being a new rookie nurse, please share! I think the hardest thing is when your dealing with staff who are diificult to work with.