there's only two things you can do: 1. speak up and let them know your concerns and how you feel with the treatment you're getting at the moment,..remember, if you dont let them know, they wont know there's a problem, and if there's no problem, there's nothing to address..you wont get what you want by keeping your mouth shut, you have to try. 2. or you can suffer in silence and endure unhappiness on the job you love.. goodluck!!!!!!!