momiko

I got my ppd test done and the result was positive and the nurse has reffered me to the health department. I will be in school starting next week for nursing program and required to submit all my clinical document next week too. This is what happen before given the test the MLR person asked me some questions 1st: Have I been tested positive before? I said NO 2nd: Am I pregnant? I said NO 3rd:Have u had TB immunizations before? I said NO thinking what she meant was if i had the test before which the questions on the paper was supposed to be Did I get a BCG before? coming from another country which english is not my first language I got confused and today the nurse had asked me the right question and I said YES. Honestly all I know is BCG beco''z since I grew up I was wondering what is the scar on my shoulder and everybody said BCG. The nurse told me I should have said something co'z they should not done the test beco'z with BCG no matter what u will always have positive test so I explained myself and she talked to her collegue out loud that I wasn't asked the right question. Me and my hubby was in the room and heared them judged me with a loud voice that I should have known it since I have it that it's my fault.There were few patients there waiting which I'm sure that they all heared the situation. I was embarrased the way they judged me just beco'z i was tested positive. I requested an X-ray and hoping that it will come back negative. Now my biggest fear is if my school will still take me even with positive test? I!ve been dreaming to become a nurse since I was young and I feel like I will never reach it, I don't know what to do anymore can't stop crying thinking about it... Lord help me....