Heman101

Hi guys im new to this forum. I'm in desperate need of help. I've been in medical field since i was 16 as a cna. Im 24 now. I've graduated my LVN school in early 2009. I've taken the test few months after i graduated since they had issue with my name. I failed. I felt heart broken decided to take some classes in community college to get things ready. Eventually i ended up getting a decent job with good pay and i got stuck working and going to school forgetting about my NCLEX. I took the Nclex again in 2011 late NOV i failed again.. Now i really been trying to study but it's so hard and been so long feels like whatever im reading is just words. I eventually understand or remember most things but it's just hard to CLICK to me. Any advice would be helpful on how to pass or study habits. Also i would like to know if there are any NCLEX tutors in San Diego, CA that can help me out. I would appreciate it and even willing to pay if needed. I really want to pass it's just i have such hard time studying and remembering anything with no study partner or tutor. Thanks for reading and for your advance help.