Ive been out of school for 2 years and i am just not motivated to study. I procrastinate a lot and i get easily overwhelmed by how thick the book is. I don't have a job so i cant afford to buy books or enroll at review centers. Whenever i review, for a while i remember what i read then after reading other topics i cant remember them anymore! i don't know what to do. im just so frustrated and i hate myself for being like that :'(