Rodcet

I graduated last December, and got my license in March, and began the job hunt. I found a job relatively quickly at an ALF/SNF/Independent, and began training in the end of May, begging of June. It was 7p-7a Fri, Sat, Sun. After two weeks of training I was all ready to be on my own. About two-three weeks ago on a morning med pass, I missed a narc. I never received disciplinary action for it but I was informed by other nurses that it had been noted. Friday I worked in the SNF and three separate A&O pt reported to the morning nurse that they hadn't received their 6am meds though I had signed for them...I look over the MAR for holes before I leave. It's perfectly possible that I forgot to flag it and signed for it, no narcs this time but still... Either way it looks fishy on my part. This past weekend I was called to the Independent Living side, its the ALF person's job to answer such calls, for vital checks so I had to do reports for those. No big deal, but in my haste to complete them I forgot to pull a medicare chart to do the Qshift on it. So many grievous missteps in so short a time I can see why they let me go, today I got the call. I am insanely worried about what this means for future employment, about going back to school for RN, about what this termination means for my license. I'm signed up for the rest of my RN prereqs today, that's been the only thing keeping me "sane" today. The thought that I can keep going and learn from this.