Aloha_HelloKitty

I was a nursing student who failed the very last course of my nursing school. Although I passed my clinical rotation, I was a few points short to go through the program. It was heartbreaking. We may not have the same level of disappointment; however, I am sure we have the same degree of frustration. I had to wait two semesters before I could go back in to finish my last semester with one last chance not to fail theory! It was nerve-wracking the whole time I was back because I was so afraid I would fail again. I was in tutoring session two-three times a week before and after each class, studied twice as long and harder than I usually do, seek guidance from my instructors, including the ones who were not. My family sacrificed as well, for I am no longer available for them even though I am just a room away. I hardly see them, but they have given me an unconditional love and support. To answer your last question, my instructors had knowledge of how much time I spent in school whether I told them or not. Additionally, since I had to sign-in every single time I was in tutoring, they could see my hours, including the time I spend practicing NCLEX questions. I followed my instructor's rules during school and clinical rotation to a T, no questions ask. I also made sure that all my paperwork and care plans are exactly how my instructor expected it, including APA citations. It is also worth mentioning that although I was so stressed out, I made sure I go in with a smile on my face and uniform pressed - professionally presentable every time. I did not complain nor utter it unless I have a solution. I gave them no reason to fail me, or at least I tried really hard. Was it way too much? Yes. Was it worth it? Of course. I cannot afford to change school financially nor change my major academically. --- I finally have graduated and currently working now as a Registered Nurse. However, I have yet to totally celebrate because I am still soaking it in! I've waited so long, it is not sinking in just yet. There were so many of us that walked through these hardships. If nursing is in your heart, you will make it through successfully regardless of the circumstances you are facing right now. Quoting my instructor: "It would not make sense right now, but do not lose faith in yourself." You are not alone, and I hope this answers a couple of your questions.