Vsbabe

Hi, I am an RN on a medical ward, which is not very acute but we do have unwell patients at times. Today was one of those days, and my patient just went off, I hated it, I have only been a registered nurse for 2 years now, and this is only my 4th very ill patient. I try and do as much as I can for all my patients, and try and help but it becomes so 2nd nature at times I wonder if I miss some of the more ill patients because of just trying to get all the tasks done, rather than just going with the flow of the day! - Sorry this is all over the place, I am just a little upset at the moment. Anyway, I have been thinking about changing jobs and where exactly I want to go with nursing, I know its not on a ward of any kind, but I'm unsure of where else to go where it is still hands on - but just slightly more organised so you can really prioritise the patients, and ensure they all get what they need. Any thoughts on the kind of job I could go into? I also get very upset when I get an ill patient, I think because it has happened so few times for me that I am still not quite used to it! Thanks :)