ERNWNURSE

Hello all, I am new grad fresh out of school. I started my 1st nursing job in the ER at a smaller hospital. After I started my new job I found out that we were expecting, but then we lost the baby. I didn't take any time after the loss. The loss happened on a Thursday and I was back to work on that Monday. I was on orientation for a total of 8 weeks intermittently due to being on bedrest for part of my orientation. I am working 2nd shift and am struggling with the workload. Aside from the fact that I am trying to get use to my role as a new nurse coupled with the increase in my workload, and adjusting to finding things in the ER. I am finding myself quite overwhelmed. I am even questioning whether I chose the right career. I love that the ER is never the same, however I am finding myself snapping at co-workers over things I normally wouldn't get upset over. For example, I had a co-worker tell me that the family was wanting an update on there loved one while I was trying to pull out meds for another patient, and instead of handling it with professionalism. I snapped and said that I would get to it. I am feeling very overwhelmed and anxious, and I am looking for advice on what to do.