Time and time again I have requested to be transferred to another department. I have been told no because I'm in a short manned specialty career field. Why should I stay in a career field that the Air Force didn't spend any money sending me to a training course? I came in already qualified in this field and was put straight to work. The problem is that I'm not happy. I hate my job. I hate going into work, every time I have to work I get sick to my stomach. There's no job satisfaction for me. Everything doesn't seem to matter, I can't even concentrate at work. I'm at the point now in my life that I've become very depressed. It is ALWAYS about the mission! Who cares about the nurses well-being anymore and how we are coping!!!