I'm in my third month as a new RN. This is my first month off orientation. I'm miserable. Beyond miserable. I absolutely dread going to work. I have panic attacks. I'm depressed and meeting with counselors who don't really understand the stress like other nurses would. I'm in a 15-20 month contract which is required of all new grads (feels like an eternity right now) with my busy post surgical floor and am told in 3 months I'll have to start floating to other floors as well. The staff and administration is nice and helpful, so that is not a factor. I'm not made for bedside nursing, and I knew that going in, but all the positions I want later need clinical experience. I keep trying to keep my eyes on that end goal but time is standing still and I'm losing it. Please tell me how to make it through this year and a half! Any advice or information on how you made it through would be great :)