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Thank you, I made the same question what it is exactly the negativism in my personality? but I did not get a explanatory answer. thanks for your word I'm really appreciated.

Good luck in your interview, just pray believe in God and you, everything will be better soon.

Thanks for your empathy, hope some senior nurses can give us some advises. after 10 years in USA just now I'm confronted cultural shock.

Yesterday I was terminated from a large hospital. I'm a new nurse was my first job. I feel devastated, depressed cannot believe this happen to me, I'm never been fired before. I was told....."The nurses in your floor believe you are not a good match, they perceived you are "self-defensive". She said.."you probably going to be fantastic RN in other area but not in a hospital, maybe in clinics or places where you can use your bilingual skills" I don't understand why nobody talks to me, if I did or said something what they don't like. I'm really appreciated if my coworkers talk to me directly so I can learn and correct my mistakes. I'm so sad to discover the reality not all the nurses are nurturing and caring for other humans. Why when I work in the floor they show me fake friendly smiles, why they give positive feedback, why they said you are doing good...thanks God I'm honest transparent always the same person and the few days I worked my patients only have a good complements for me. I have to admit I never involve myself in conversation without invitation, so may be that is perceived as " self-defensive".