You are very brave posting this becase nursing and drug use incidence is very high yet not talked about. The most common form of addiction in nursing is pain pills but I know marajuana is also high up there. I strongly caution you about the public knowledge of your use and where you buy because everytime you use and or buy you are putting your career in jeopardy. This I know from experience. I was without a nursing licence for 3 YEARS because of a pain med addiction. I am lucky to have it back and have a job. So I wish you luck because I too suffer from depression but choose to use prescribed mess to manage my disease.