This situation sounds similiar. I just became licensed and am having the most difficult time trying to find work. I received my bachelors 12 years ago in psychology and have worked in Psychiatry for almost 10 years, pretty close. I just thought having my first job in Med/Surg would be ideal, but it seems as though no one wants to take a chance on me and all of my confidence is lost. I am feeling burned out and I haven't even started my career. I am trying to stay positive and think what will be will be and just let it go. It's difficult to even get an interview. So I understand some of the pressures being in Psychiatry for as long as I was, and how it can get stale. And you feel like giving up because nothing ever changes. Please hang in there.