urbanproverb

I'm a second degree bsn student who is finding it hard to find the will to study and prepare for nursing. I love being in clinicals but pathopharm/phys is killing me and I'm having a hard time getting motivated. I am one of the only people in my program who is married and its taking a toll on my marraige as well as everything else in life. i am not a downer. i'm never depressed. but now i am so depressed i spend hours crying because this is so difficult.i can't talk to anyone in my program because none of them are married or have families, so they can all just focus on school. i also feel like i can't talk to my husband or family because how would they ever understand what we go through for school? tell me; is all of this worth it? am I supposed to be this stressed out?? is this just temporary?