I'm sorry to hear about your father. I do agree 100% with on you reflecting back to why you chose nursing. I have had experience with nurses, who have been doing the same thing for too long and they're just burnt out. Their attitude does not seem very caring. A nurse snapped at me for something VERY SMALL, which I thought was VERY rude because she did not personally know me. Then I thought to myself, okay just put youself in her shoes and for a bit. And after thinking about her action for few hours, I still thought it was rude. I would have never snapped at somebody like that. Again, agreeing with MrPopeye, please do reflect why you chose this profession. I know there can very tough times and I think reflecting back help a lot. Also, take some time out of the busy schedule to treat yourself.