I felt just like you did when I began my journey in the OR. One day I looked around the room and thought what other place does a patient get anesthesia, surgeons, scrub tech and circulator, that is 4 to 5 professional at one time for a given amount of time? It changed my outlook and afterward I evolved over the years to be OR education, OR Manager, OR Director, & I've even been in charge of building many surgery centers. There is a lot of room for growth and opportunities in the OR. That why it takes so long to learn everything. Hang in there it won't be long until you feel like that great nurse you were before!