kolagirl

I graduated nursing(RN) school in may 05, i did ok in school. i took boards the first time in july 05, 141 questions i failed. i had taken the hurst review, really didnt think it helped. i continued studying round 2 in september 265 questions, same result. In december 05 i got sick, well my legs were numb and tingling then in january my hands were numb and tingling, i was diagnosed with MS in april 06. but i once again went to take the nclex, same results, in 2008 i took the kaplan review, afterwards i felt really good about the test but once again 265 questions and i failed. in jume 2009 i decided to take pn boards i had 86 questions and passed. yesterday i took the rn nclex again, 75questions, got home tried the pearson vue trick, it allowed me to get to the cc page so i guess i failed. i dont know where to go from here i have taken that test seven times and failed. do i give up, do i give it one more try, so confused. i would really like to take a refresher course not a review a course. any suggestions, i am at a lose.