Thanks for the reply , Im willing and eager so if I have to explain myself over and over agian , then I will , and I know people will understand. I just dont want to spend 4 years at college to have every single door slammed in my face afterwards , its a gigantic risk , specially as Im mum to 3 young boys ! Dont want to be at school full time for 4 years and miss them , unless I have something to show them in the end !!