Longtime reader, first time poster. I am a new grad nurse who has now taken and failed the nclex twice. Personal distractions notwithstanding, I am about to take the test again in a week. Feeling like it has been too long since I did anything nursey, and practice testing is not consistently above a 60%. Have taken Kaplan course, ATI, Silvestri, Mosby's, NCSBN, PearsonVUE and all in all over 10,000 (yes there are four zeros) questions in the last 4 months. ATI predictor before the first test was at 90% chance of passing the first time. I have lost job opportunities because of these failures and I am feeling the strain of financial and emotional stressors. I have always been a can-do resilient kind of person and an excellent student and failing the NCLEX twice has both humbled me and driven me to despair. The last time I failed, I just picked myself up and starting studying again the very next day. WHAT ELSE CAN I DO??? If I fail again, the state requires me to take a remediation course (except nobody knows what that is, because 87% of nursing students pass the first time). Is God telling me to give up nursing? Just having a moment of extreme self doubt. Wish I had a magic bullet to crush this test and be over it! Staying positive, but unsure... that's okay, right?