Everyone goes through what you're feeling right now. We've all been there, believe it or not. My advice to you would be never forget that fear. I've been an RN for 4 years in a CVICU, which is where I started fresh out of school, and I was scared, nervous, and anxious on my first day of orientation. Although those feelings will subside some, I felt as though I didn't truly feel 'comfortable' as an RN until after 2 years of working fulltime but the feelings you're having are GOOD-you realize what an immense responsiblity you hold in your (soon to be) profession and that'll help you to not make careless mistakes. Here's a little advice. If you don't know something (a surgical procedure, technique, skill, med, etc), ASK or LOOK IT UP! Coworkers will respect you more when you admit you're not a 'know it all' right out of school. We KNOW you don't know, so don't act. It ruins whatever trust/relationship you're trying to build as a newbie with your coworkers. Another thing is HAVE COMMON SENSE! I know this isn't something you can necessarily learn, but if you're the type to just blurt things out before thinking things through, SLOW DOWN and think about it. I once had a student tell me that we weren't finding pulses on my patient because it was caused by a DVT... BE HELPFUL! In the ICU where I work, we all help each other out immensely and there will ALWAYS be someone you can go to for help whether it be a coworker, charge, resource, etc. Whatever orientation you get, TAKE ADVANTAGE of it, utilize your resources, see what classes/learning opportunities are available to you through your hospital and GO TO THEM. As nurses, we are always learning no matter how long we've been in the profession. Congratulations on your upcoming graduation this summer and you'll be FINE!! I'm sure you'll have some days that'll make you question why you went into nursing in the first place and you'll also have amazing days that leave you feeling on top of the world. Just remember to BREATHE and take it one day at a time. Before you know it you'll be giving advice to new nurses about to graduate...