Unfortunetly, I am guilt ridden. I feel like I should have knocked the CD down and insisted on the care I could have given. The patient was not a no code. I dont think the nurse at the clinic would have known one way or the other. This is a Gambro clinic BTW. I intend on finding out the policies because my mom dialysis at one of the clinics. Nurses like that scare the heck out of me, Hey if I dont know it I just say I dont. Thanks for listening everyone. I am still crying and I cant sleep.