cuddly

I have been unemployed here since August of 2009. Since that month, either daily or every other day I pour out my resume to several hospitals, home health jobs, SNF, LTACS... I have been called for interviews but just to be informed a week later that somebody deserves the position better because of experience. Worse,there's a bunch of new grads out there where hospitals gladly embrace them for employment as Clinical Nurse I. I am really getting so frustrated and depressed. I have two kids, house to pay, loans... The nursing schools keep on advertising for promising jobs but seems that there are a lot of new grads having hard time to get jobs as well. That's another story... I just feel like crying everyday especially when I see my kids but I just try to keep my composure... Thanks for having time to read this...I hope I will get a call tomorrow for interview...I'm still hoping every minute, every hour though the competition in this profession is getting so wild...God, help me please...have mercy...allow me to work again...