Undecided.

I really dislike an instructor, she was particularly rude to me today. And patient care, I just find it boring to pass out meds like a mad women, maybe do some baths or dressing changes, and then catch up on charting. This is all I've really seen so far though, so I am sure it's different other places. I also went to the OR and really dislike it.

Well it's my 2nd semester in a BSN program but I am really thinking maybe nursing isn't for me. I love reading about patho, A&P, and I made all A's in my science classes. But I dread clinicals. Like I can't sleep beforehand, I am miserable while there, and countdown the minutes until I get home. I also have only done med/surg. I did spend a day in the ER and found it really interesting. I am so far in I don't know what to do. ....I honestly picked nursing because I wanted to have a job when I graduated college with decent pay, and I love medicine. My friends think I am more the physician type, but I really don't want to stay in school that long, nor do I want the responsibility. Any advice would be wonderful!