rosez

Help! I'm a new nurse and have been working for 7 months as a med surg nurse. I float to different floors all the time, in hopes to find the floor I want to stay on. I've had a lot of stressful moments but tried to always look at everything as a challenge and a teaching experience. I know that I've learned a lot over the couple of months and that I know more than I do now, but I've been feeling really sad lately about things. I always come to work all positive and feel like I leave thinking that I hate my job. I just feel like I have really more bad days/nights than I do good ones... I always feel so overwhelmed and everything is just so stressful. I've been thinking whether these are just one of those challenges or if I need a career change or just to try something else with my RN degree. I no longer feel that great passion of helping other people than when I started my career excited of making a difference... I just feel really burnt out for many reasons. I just don't know if I can do this anymore. I've only called out once in my 7 months when I was sick but recently, I called out just b/c I felt like I wasn't mentally/emotionally able to handle going back the next day after having a cry out session/anxiety attack/hyperventilating session after my last shift. I'm feeling lost and confused and feeling like I worked so hard to get to where I am and overcame so many things to get my RN degree just to feel no passion at what I do anymore b/c of so much that i've had to go through already. I just want to know what else I can do with my RN degree or if anyone have any advice for what I'm feeling right now. I'd greatly appreciate any help.