Thanks, Jean Marie46514. I will definitely take your advice and ask. I can hear in your words...no matter what I am feeling...ask. I just pray that others will be gracious and not eat me alive! All I heard through school was"nurses eat their young". That is a bit unsettling. That is definitely not who I am nor who I will be as a nurse. I truly appreciate your comments. I have put on my big girl panites...but I may need to wear some Depends under them! :)