well, i did apply to the externship. we get paid for it and also get 3 credit hours through our college. i will be traveling about 70 miles to get there, but i don't have kids and my husband is on the road alot. i am very excited i talked with the director of our nursing program and she told me all about it. we will be given a checklist of things we can perform and not perform on the job. (basically stuff we did in checkoff's and nothing past our range, which is fine with me). i think it was the right thing for me, i have no doubt in my mind that this is edzactly what i want to do, so the externship just prepares me a little more. i have been told more than once it is not something i would regret, it builds confidence, and you are stronger going into the last year.