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Thank you so much. I had a panic attack last night because I couldn't figure out what I wanted. Both my parents are pressuring me to get into something and be certain so i wont have to pay too much debt. I just feel so useless and pathetic really. I ****** up high school big time. My guidance counselor wasn't competent. And by the time i kind of figure that I would like to do nursing... I don't have the pre reqs. I dont have sciences at all for gr.11. So now I am going to have to stay a year back and get both gr.11 and 12 bio and chem. It really sucks But hey. I feel like im being pressured. I want to do psychology but Im scared because my dad said 'everyone wants to do it. You wont get a job once your out of school, so choose something else" :/ :/ I just feel like I' m not cut out, at all. I'm smart, but i just dont have the motivation to do it because nobody believes in me, and i get shot down about things I want to do. It totally sucks. So now I dont know what i want. I screwed myself over. Im 17 though and people tell me I shouldn't worry. WELL I DO. Because i want to have a good life if that makes sense lol. Im in Ontario, Toronto.

I don't understand. So there are no CRNA's or programs in Canada? At all. I googled, and they exist. But only in the US? that's very silly. Are there any alternatives? I chose nursing because it's in the medical field but doesn't require ridiculous amounts of schooling like a doctor would need. And the debt I'd have to pay would be high.. Can you provide me other alternatives? How much do nurse get paid anyway? I'm looking for the anual range at least near 90K is that a lot? I just want to be able to support myself well, and live a good life and love my career at the same time. I could be some type of physician but it requires so much schooling, and I have no idea which interests me besides psychology, making me a physciatrist. But are these people even in demand? And how many schooling do I need? I just want to be able to get a job after I graduate.

Hello I am new. I am 17 years old and my last year will be next year in high school. I live in Canada. And I decided I want to do nursing. But I can't really find any times of nursing that interest me... until i stumbled upon CRNA! Which I love... because it sounds easy (i know its not easy) but I can't think of any other kinds of careers in medicine i want to do. I wanted to do dermatology, orthodontics, even dentistry, or psychiatry, but it's way too long. I even wanted to maybe be a nurse in the trauma nurse. But I don't know what its called. I'll admit another reason why i want to get into it, is the good pay. But I am interested in it. But because I slacked off, I don't have any of the prerequisites in high school, so i will need to take a year off and get everything I need. I want to do CRNA But apparently they dont offer it in canada which makes me shriek!!!!!! I am not looking forward to studying abroad in america. Or maybe I am. But i dont have the money to go and live somewhere and I wouldn't know where. America is very different from Canada. I need advice, please. And maybe any other alternatives? I tried asking all over the internet, but i got pretty lame advice... I don't know how many years of schooling i need and the degrees and whatever. Does maybe University of Toronto offer something? Pleaaase, serious advice!! My entire family is in the medicine field. My mom and sister are nurses, and my dad is a doctor.